Not ok

It's been a month and it's still bothering me. I have so many questions left unanswered. Why was I left hanging? Why are promises made when they were all broken? Am I that easy to forget? Was it because I am not beautiful? Was it because I was not worth it? Was it because I don't have an ideal body shape? Was it because of my messy hair? Was it because I was flawed from head to toe?

Why?

How can you just leave me hanging, don't I matter at all?

At the very least, I think I deserve an explanation, just a freakin' explanation.