21st August 2014

Is it sad that I feel so lonely when I'm surrounded by lots of lovely people? I can't describe this feeling. It has been there with since me since day 1 and I can't seem to get rid of this horrible feeling. I keep telling myself and everyone else that I'm alright and happy but deep down I know it's all a lie. It's so hard keeping all your feelings and thoughts to yourself. I don't wish to be this lonely anymore. I might show a strong upfront but I'm all weak and screaming inside.

Happy. I want someone to make me forget how loneliness feels.

I'm drowning and nobody wants to save me.