It marks the 26th of May. MT GCE O Levels are officially on the 28th of May. I can do this! Desperately want that A1! I am gonna give it my all.

Now I should really get back to studying....


Man I really like posting gifs.

It's 3:58am and why the hell am I still awake? It is because.....

I AM WATCHING NATHAN SYKES LIVE ON TWITCAM!






Oh Nathan James Sykes, I love you.



I should sleep soon.

It's 12:05am now, Saturday 26th May and I'm blogging in the dark. I think everyone in the house is asleep right now except for my sister and I. I just have the urge to blog.

My emotions have been in a mess lately. My thoughts too, I've been thinking a lot. Basically I've been thinking about the friendships I have with my friends. My best friends. I have a bunch of really true friends. Since we've graduated last year, we don't go to the same school anymore, we've all went to different paths which means we see less of each other. This makes me so sad. I know this will eventually happened, I saw it coming but it's tough for me. I mean I'm really close to these guys and they mean the world to me. I'm just worried I'll be forgotten, somehow, someday. It just fears me.

Everyone is so busy with their own lives. I personally feel no matter how busy you are, you will make time for the ones you love. However, I thank Allah for those who still makes time for me and always try to meet up on Fridays. We don't meet up every single Friday but usually my Friday after school all the way to the late evening are spent with them. I am so glad we have this meet-up sessions. Just a basically hanging out together, telling each other how our week in school was, you know stuff like that. The Fridays I spent with them makes me so happy. I truly am. I hope this will continue somehow, maybe not so frequent anymore since I have to really focus on O's and my friends are mostly busy with weekly assignments and projects. But I still hope we can find a way to have lunch together or something! Not seeing them once a week makes me miss them so much, sounds mad, but I swear it's true.

I appreciate those who have stand by me. Always giving me words of encouragement, because yes, I really need support for me to continue to strive on. Getting support and attention from people makes me loved. Thank you for supporting me, you guys own a special place in my heart.

And for those who don't seem to make the effort to hold on to this friendship.......


Now put everything aside and focus on the MT O's that is just 2 days away! Aim: A1, come on!

It's the 19th of May. My last post was on the 22nd of March, but like I've mentioned, I am just gonna blog when I feel like it. I've abandoned this blog since 2 years and I suddenly thought of start blogging again so yeah.

Anyway, one of the most important events coming up for me is my MT O's this 28th May. That also means it's only 9 days away, I can count it with my fingers, it's that close. Well not to brag but Malay happens to be my strongest subject. Honestly, it's the only subject I think I'm capable of reaching an A1. Since I took my O's last year and I'm  just retaking this year, my gred for Malay for the MT O's last May was actually unbelievable. I am an B3 to A1 standard for Malay but I actually got a 6 for it. It was insane to me, I broke down but life goes on and I took the 2nd paper in November and managed to grab a 3.

So for this upcoming MT paper I'm sitting for this 28th May, I really hope to achieve an A1. This means I need a distinction for my MT O's oral coming up probably this August too to make the A1 possible! Well wish me luck peeps!

Good luck to everyone sitting for their MT O's this 28th May! Sending my love and well wishes! xoxo

Well hello, a sudden urge to blog so here I go.

It's 23rd March today, which means that I have went back to school for almost 2 months now since my 1st day was 1st February. Term 1 has ended, it's Term 2 now. I have a lot of thoughts and doubts about coming back to school. At first before going back to school, I had questions in my mind like "Will I feel awkward with my classmates?", "Are people gonna judge and look down or me for coming back to school?" well you know all those negative thoughts and questions were eating me alive. I was so afraid to come back. I know it's not gonna be easy, I got to thicken my face, heck care what people think and say and just carry on leading my life in school but yes it was obviously not easy.

But now, I'm happy to say that I don't have all those negative thoughts anymore. I don't feel awkward with my classmates. Everyone is nice to me. Making me feel part of their clans/groups. Never leaving me out. I am so thankful for this. The current graduating batch, especially 407 and my own class 408 accept me with open arms and make me feel like I'm one of them, not left behind.

Thank you so much for accepting me. It wasn't easy getting a spot back in school, having teachers demoralising me saying I could not probably make it the second time round too, waking up early in the morning everyday and thicken my face to face people in school. But overall, I am very blessed and thankful to be given a second chance, I am not gonna waste it, I am gonna treasure it and make sure I succeed and be one step closer to my dream next year when the results are out!

Well, it's already 12:05am now, gotta catch my Survivor now! That's all for now to sum up my almost 2 months spent in school.

Ohey, I'm updating via my dad's iPhone. First time trying this out. So I got back my O level results weeks back. Guess what? I lost the war. I didn't make it. For these 2 subjects, Maths and Science. Due to that, I lost the war totally. I'm very disappointed obviously. Disappointing my loved ones, my parents, my grandparents, my siblings, just everyone who cared and had put hopes on me. Yeah but it's all over. I got a second chance. I'm going back to East View Sec on the 1st Feb. I have to take all 6 subjects. I'm really sad because I don't want to take my D&T, I managed to get a B3 and I really think that's my best. Ugh but whatever, really thankful I got a spot in school back. Must work hard like bloody hard and I'm not just saying this I'm really gonna make sure I do. God still loves me. I'm gonna prove everyone wrong. Watch me as I feel no pain.

Ohey, it's been quite a while since I last blogged. Almost 2 years? My last post was 29 November 2010 and it's 3rd January 2012 now! Woah! Well currently it's 1:30am here in Singapore and I felt like restarting my blogger. Hey afterall it's a new year, so why not? There are a lot of huge changes that happened to me within 30 Nov 2010 all the way to 2nd January 2012. It's impossible to cover everything, but hmmm let me try and sum it up.

After 29 November 2010 all the way till the end of 2010:
- If I remembered correctly, I had fun but I was also busy thinking about the major exams I'm gonna take the next year. It was the O levels. I survived the year 2010 and managed to welcome 2011!

The whole of 2011:
- The life of a secondary 4 kid taking her GCE O level examinations.
It was a rough year for me, it depends my future. Where am I gonna go after the O's? It's either JC, Poly or ITE. Or maybe, I may even be retaking my O's if I didn't do well for the O's and I don't wish to enter ITE, so the only solution is to retake my O level of course. I survived from October 2011 all the way to 14 November 2011, the duration of the O level papers I had to sit for. How am I gonna fare for my O level results? Well that's the only big question I have in my mind right now.

Well, it's the 3rd day of 2012! Yes I survived another year, 2011. 2011 was one of the best year I've ever had despite having major exams. I found my true friends who stick with me no matter in 2011 especially. I've thankful for all those people that came into my life and never left. All of you meant the world to me and I never wish to lose any of you.

It's exactly 6 days to the release of O level results! I can't stop thinking about it. I'm worried sick about my results. I really really really want to do well so badly and make my parents proud, more importantly I want to get into a polytechnic. Well just 6 more days! 6 6 6 6 6 6 6 6!

That's all for now, it's 1:40am in Singapore now! I'm glad to be on blogger back once again. Goodnight y'all, sweet dreams. xx

I think I'm ready to abandon you!
But I really don't know, you've been with me for 3 years now.
Should I.....

Ah whatever!
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Okay bye!

Oh here's a picture taken on Teacher's Day. From L to R: Nadiah, Amirah, myself, Aishah.

You don't know what its like to be like me.

This post is dedicated to 308'2010!

There is something wrong with Blogger. I can't upload pictures, cause there's no upload button! Oh damn.

But well, I can still update without pictures.
I am....having the YOG Fever!
You know, I'm actually quite glad that the first ever YOG is taken place in Singapore. Hot athletes everywhere around the world coming to my home, Singapore. Ahh how exciting! Well you can't blame me for being so excited! Girls...we're like this okay! I got a chance to be involved in YOG! I watched Men Prelimary Gymnastics on Monday. I'm so glad I did signed up for it! Its free and worth it! Flexible hot men everywhere around me. How awesome! I love love love Monday. Breaking fast in front of hot men. Gosh! I totally like Javier from Mexico! Oh not forgetting Ryan from RSA! Totally hot men. Gosh and they're like around 15 to 16! Bingo...around my age!

I'm a happy kid seriously. Adlyn, omg that girl make me so jealous! She get to take pictures with so many hot athletes like Tom Daley! Yes that freaking tanned hot 16 year old diver! Gosh, so lucky lah she. Looking at her pictures on Facebook makes me happy even though I was not there. Hek hek. And I love Adlyn for tagging me in pictures with hot men! Ahh my leprechaun is the sweetest. <3

I'm sooo obsseeessseeddd with them right, I know. I can't help it. Heheheh.

Till then! Oh I miss Javier.

Why hello there!
Afiqah / 17 / Singapore
Mentally dating Zac Efron & the 5 members of The Wanted
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